2003-04-10 - 10:51 a.m.

That felt good. Very good. I'm happy with that. I think. I hope that when I go to sleep and wake up that it's not a dream. That it's real. I hope I can not suffocate him, i hope i never scare him, i hope remains my friend. That's the best cure for the diesase that we both have. I'm glad we did that for ourselves and for each other.

It's early or late depending on how you look at it. mmmm sleep feels as though it's going to elude me. I almost don't want to go to sleep. I'm afraid but if i don't i'll get sick and that's no good.

I'm gald we played the I hate game. I'm glad we can open those lines of commuication. I loved that.

Thank you.

I hate that you had to go

I love that i have time to myself

I hate that i had to leave before you did so that i wouldn't watch you leave.

I love that you made a promise that I hope you'll stand by.

I hate that I"m going to trust you again.

I love that i'm going to trust you again.

I hate this entry.

I need sleep

THANK YOU

(saying it the only way i know how to right now)

THANK YOU

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