2003-04-09 - 4:23 p.m.

This is getting odder by the minute. Oh well. that's life. I really do hope ths isn't going to be something that crushes me. I have spent many long hours working with myself on just me. I vaule what i've built up, I don't want it crushed. BUt oddly enough I'm prepared for that too. I know you read this so it's odd now. I just know that I don't want to get hurt. If my protective shell was hard before now it's fucking titanum(sp?) oh well if you call you call you don't you don't. One thing I do know though is that I'm not going sit around waiting for that call. There's a man I have to see about a boat...... :)

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