2013-02-23 - 2:17 a.m.

I have to move out of my house. My lease is up In April, I'm sick of packing and I'm sick of feeling like I'm the only one getting shit done around the house. I packed four boxes of books today and that's not even half of them. Four very large boxes how the fuck I'm going to get them out of the house I don't know. I accdently scraped the hardwood floor oh well it's not like I expect to get any of my deposit money back. I need to buy paint for the bathroom. April is almost here.

I was going to wait till the last minute to pack, but made up my mind to do it now because I'll get it out of the way. THe only thing really hindering my progress is finding more stuff that he left or gave to me. Because each love note that I find each memento of the past two years hurts more and more.

I really don't know how to make it stop.

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